so much for work

I can't believe it. I start working thinking this is great. I am going to be bringing in some money and we can finally get our bills caught up and live a little easier. Well Ryne is not adjusting to daycare. He has been there for three weeks and won't eat when he is there and won't do anything. He screams when other kids come near him. So now I have to quit my job. My daycare provider can't take care of him anymore. Unless by some miracle it changes by Wednesday I am looking for a different job with really specific hours or needs. So now I get to eitehr try to find a job that a) is from 4pm to 10pm b)somewhere I can take Ryne with me or c) a job where I can work from home. If anyone knows of any good jobs that fall into one or more of those catergories please let me know! I am starting all my applications for secret shoppers and am keeping my fingers crossed. I am going to turn in applications at the casinos and hotels. Plus there is a cleaning job that is part from 5pm to 9pm that I will apply for. It isn't like there are a lot of jobs out there to get with such limited hours of availability.

Other than that, things are going well. I am busy trying to get ready for my son's birthday plus my bil wedding. I am so tired all the time right now. I think that will improve once I get used to our school time schedule again. I go back in October for more blood work to check if my liver enzymes have returned to normal. I also need to talk to my dr about my memory again and also my dizziness. It has been almost 4 weeks but it is not much better. In fact my dizziness has stayed the same and my memory has improved only a little. I don't want to have to go back for this because he said the next step would be to scan my head. It is a scary thought.

I go to work today. I am dreading it because I am exhausted. I have to be there from 1 to 9:30. After that I am coming home and crashing in bed.

I hope everyone has a great labor day weekend. I know I will especially since I get paid to not work on Monday. LOL

sunday july 13th

Yesterday was Steve's birthday and he had to work! that sucked. we only had one whole day this weekend to be together as a family.

I got a call from Hills and Dales and need to try to call them back tommorow. I hope i get this job. I have a job lined up but it is in a call center so I hope to get something else before i am supposed to start.

Ryne has been very fussy and naughty today. He had his checkup on Friday and grew 3 inches since his last one. Noe he is at 31.5 inches and 24.5 lbs! He is getting 4 big molars in all at the same time!!

well thats it for now. i am tired and need to get ryne and alex settled in bed.

The beginning

I decided to make a blog today. I hope I can keep this updated somehwhat regularly. We have had a heck of a time lately. Nothing seems to be going right. Both our car and our van are down right now. I am stuck home. It usually doesn't bother me but I have some apps that I need to fill out and get in and now I am slacking because of our vehicle dilemma. I really want to go on vacation this summer. I don't know if we will be able to now with all the car problems. I guess it depends on how much it costs to fix our vehicles. On top of that I don't have any work until the 18th. I was working two days every weekend.

So I have decided to apply for Pharmacy tech positions. I really think this will be what I will enjoy and can do for the rest of my work life. I am keeping my fingers crossed.

Along with all of this i am trying to lose weight. I am hoping I can lose 60 lbs or so by the end of the year. I know that is a long time for 60 lbs but I am not so great at sticking with a diet and being really strict so i don't want to rush it. Plus I am hoping if I lose weight slowly that I won't have too much extra skin. After I lose the 60lbs I will figure out what more I want to lose and what I want to do. I may just try to sustain my weight for awhile. I need to know that when I get it off I can keep it off.